[ Revenge, yes. But on God? That's not something Sam could--...well. Maybe he could understand. His life feels terribly unfair, and yet at the same time he almost feels like he's earned it. It's a mixture of wanting better and not feeling like he's worth the effort. If someone has to do this, then why not him?
What Lucifer is saying, though...
Sam's eyes widen slightly, the tension visible in his face. Dean said that they come out on top, the other Dean, the one who didn't follow. But is that...is that his trump card? He says "yes" and hopes he can handle it? His adam's apple bobs up and down as he swallows, processing the new information and for once not even bothering to react to the implications that Lucifer seems to draw from his actions.
Could he, would he do that? Go for broke, one last attempt?
What really scares him is that even years in the past as he is, even as he goes over the possibilities, Sam realizes that yes, he would. If there was no other option, if the world was coming to an end, the train flying towards the station with no sign of slowing down. One chance to throw down the emergency breaks? He'd take it.
He already feels like he doesn't have much left.
But wait. ]
...You're speaking in past-tense.
[ Not "you will". "It was, you were, you had..." It's...already happened? Sam has said "yes" and he's riding Nick? ]
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What Lucifer is saying, though...
Sam's eyes widen slightly, the tension visible in his face. Dean said that they come out on top, the other Dean, the one who didn't follow. But is that...is that his trump card? He says "yes" and hopes he can handle it? His adam's apple bobs up and down as he swallows, processing the new information and for once not even bothering to react to the implications that Lucifer seems to draw from his actions.
Could he, would he do that? Go for broke, one last attempt?
What really scares him is that even years in the past as he is, even as he goes over the possibilities, Sam realizes that yes, he would. If there was no other option, if the world was coming to an end, the train flying towards the station with no sign of slowing down. One chance to throw down the emergency breaks? He'd take it.
He already feels like he doesn't have much left.
But wait. ]
...You're speaking in past-tense.
[ Not "you will". "It was, you were, you had..." It's...already happened? Sam has said "yes" and he's riding Nick? ]